Monday, October 5, 2015

Tujhe fir yaad kia.!

Ha aaj sanam maine, fir waqt barbaad kia...
Fir teri baatein ki... Fir tujhe yaad kia...
Ha aaj sanam maine...

Dil ne chhedi fir kahani.. Vahi ghisi piti aur purani...
Khud se fir kiya samjhota, bohot ho gyi dil ki manmaani...
Ghanto fir dil se vahi vaad-vivaad kia..
Ha aaj... Ha aaj sanam maine, fir waqt barbaad kia..
Fir teri baatein ki.. Fir tujhe yaad kia..
Ha aaj sanam maine...

Dekh fir aaj baithh gya, labzo ko kavita me sajaane...
Fir lag gya tujhe mann me hi apne kisse sunaane...
Dil k bawandar ko fir aaj maine, kaagaz pe aazaad kiya..
Ha aaj... Ha aaj sanam maine, fir waqt barbaad kia..
Fir teri baatein ki.. Fir tujhe yaad kia..
Ha aaj sanam maine...

Sab keh gya tujhse, baat fir bhi baaki hai...
Labz karte mere, jaane kya gustaakhi hain..
Tujhe le k dil ne ek sapna, fir dil me aabaad kia...
Ha aaj... Ha aaj sanam maine, fir waqt barbaad kia..
Fir teri baatein ki.. Fir tujhe yaad kia..
Ha aaj sanam maine....

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Love Story in SmallVille



It was another day in SmallVille. Riding on the warm breeze, the clouds were hovering over the summer afternoon. It was quite hot outside, so all living beings were cluttered inside their shelters, except one, Dev. A 17 year old fellow of the village who was pursuing his BA , had something else on his mind beside this hot weather. Sitting on the porch outside his classroom, he was constantly gazing into the space, lost into a different world, the world of thoughts, the world of his beloved. Things were whirling up in his mind & behind this massacre was one girl, Reena. She was the center of the storm which was causing havoc inside his soul.
Reena, who at one time was his best friend & who, now treats him like a complete stranger. The tides of time & destiny had swiped away all that was between them & left Dev, devastated. He tried to recover from the shock ignoring her & diverting his mind to other tasks. He started donning the cloak of happiness over his broken self, which did proved effective enough in fooling his acquaintances, but failed to convince to him. Every now and then this cloak would become too heavy for him to carry, that he would go into solitude to put that cloak off for a while & merged himself into her thoughts & memories as he was doing it now. It was all moving in his mind, again & again, Flashbacks ! Like a movie playback.
                It started 6 months back. Reena was also doing her BA in same college. Their sections were different, but they had one class in common which was of Stenography, taught by Mr. Bakshi. One day in computer class , Dev was sitting on a desk with his head down, when suddenly he heard a sweet giggle. The giggle was so magical & appealing that Dev, with a sheer curiosity , looked up. While he was searching for the source of that mesmerizing voice, something caught his eye, something really beautiful. That something was actually someone. You ! that was Reena, & that’s how Dev saw her for the first time. She was simply, beautiful & Dev was completely charmed by her. He asked his friend Deepak, “ Hey main ! who’s that girl in yellow ? “  “ Who? Oh.. She ? She’s Reena Sharma from the other section. “ replied Deepak. “Reena !” Dev wondered aloud in his mind , “How could he possibly have not seen her all these days !? How knucklehead he was to have ignored this beautiful girl all this time.”
He kept thinking about her the whole day. At evening, the very first thing he did was to open his Facebook account & search for the name “ Reena Sharma” . And magically, there she was, Smiling her magical smile. He had 5 mutual friends with her, which, somehow made him jealous. Then finding his courage Dev sent her a friend request and waited.
After few hours, Dev saw a message from her. With his heart beating tantrums ji his ears & his mind Shouting, “What could it be.!! “ “ What could it be !!” , he opened the message. It said,” You are Dev Kapoor from section A , Right ? “. Dev’s stomach lurched with excitement, “ SHE KNOW ME. !?” wondered a voice in his head. “ Well of course idiot ! you guys are in same class. You are ‘Supposed’ to know each other. Only your are dumb enough to have not known her”, replied the other voice. He rushed for the keyboard like it was the end of the world & after a few moments, searching for precise words, he wrote, rewrote & rewrote his reply, ” Yes Ma ‘am, I am , The one & the only.” He then sent some smileys after it.
To his reply, came a pop a notification announcing that Reena Sharma has accepted your friend request. Then came another pop of a message from Reena with a smile in it. That was the day when it all started. Since then, the volume of interactions between them kept increasing. Soon they became good friends and started sharing their secrets with one another, as a result of that, they became best friends, understanding, caring & helping each other.
Everything was going well until that fateful day when Dev’s destiny turned to its ugliest. It was the period of Stenography. Mr. Bakshi hadn’t come to class yet. Only a few boys were sitting in the class, including Dev, when Reena entered the class. While she was reaching for a desk near Dev, one of the boys on back whistled & hooted, “ Hey Missy ! you can use my lap if you want to, its more comfortable you know !” , & all the other guys started laughing like crazy. Reena, uneasy with the comments, sat on a desk hastily. But Dev, bursting with anger, clenched his fist, stood up & went straight to the guy who had made the comment, “ Vyom !” , he growled, trembling with anger, “Apologise to her, NOW ! “. Vyom laughed bitterly,” Apologize huh !? Why ? “ . “ Coz you’ve insulted her. “, replied Dev. “ I won’t & what’s it it with you if I insult her ? “ spat Vyom. His anger reaching to its maximum, Dev stressed, “ Coz I”, & with a sudden stress , landed a punch on Vyom’s face ,”Love her”, he completed. “ And if you ever insult her again, I am gonna kill you.“, he snarled reaching for Vyom,s throat.
Within moments the class was filled with growls of the two fighting & others who were trying to take them apart. The fight came to an end with the arrival of Mr. Bakshi, everyone went back to their seats, because no one wanted to end up into the principal’s office. Dev noticed that Reena had left the class. The news of the morning events spread like jungle fire in the entire college, & with it spread rumors of Dev & Reena. Dev was so much in worry because Reena hadn’t attended the stenography class continuously for 3 days & nor did she replied to the messages of Dev. He tried to talk her in person, but she was always with her friends. One day, luckily, he found her coming alone towards him in the hallway.
He thought, that finally she was coming to talk to him. A seed of happiness began sprouting in his heart. Reena came near him, Dev greeted, “H…” he couldn’t even complete his hi & Reena passed him, ignoring his whole existence on the planet. The sprouting seed of happiness in Dev’s heart got crushed by this weight of disappointment. Dev quickly pulled himself together, turned and pleaded on Reena ‘s back, “ Why aren’t you talking to me ? What have I done ? Please….. Speak Reena, say something. “ Reena stopped in her steps and without turning , said, “ Much have been said and much have been done Dev, I think its time we move our separate ways now. We must not talk, Dev. “ Dev, pounded with the heavy words said by Reena , argued, “ But why ?. Look, Vyom was insulting you, what else I was supposed to…. “ “ You were supposed to ignore him like I did. “ Reena cut in abruptly towards Dev. “ Now look what you’ve done.!, you messed up everything.. Do you even know what I had to face with after the things you did that day ?! Do you even have the slightest idea what kind of talks people are making regarding me.. !! Regarding Us.!.”she said in angry tone.“I just know one thing Dev, that its not right for us to be friends anymore, Goodbye ! “ And she left, imposing this harsh judgement on Dev.
With this end of flashback, Dev almost to tears,smiled with pain.then suddenly he heard a sweet voice calling his name, “ Dev….. ? “ he got shocked after hearing the voice, “ What ! Reena ??... Reena is calling me ?”, he thought in surprise.” Did she forgave me? Oh God! Did she missed me to ? “ . Suddenly a chain reaction of thousand hopes started in his mind. With a new hope, he stood upon the porch & turned towards her. She was wearing the same yellow suit in which he had seen her for the very first time. “God! She’s looking more beautiful than ever !” he exclaimed to himself. Conjuring up all his strength, he replied to her, “ Yes.... Reena ? “. “Mr. Bakshi sent me to give you a message. You are required to meet him at 2 P.M in his office.” She replied in a plain tone looking constantly at floor.
Dev’s all hope and strength was blown into smithereens. He couldn’t say anything. It was taking everything for him to hold up the tears which dearly wanted to escape from his eyes. So he lowered his head & nodded. Reena turned away. After moving a few steps, she turned back & asked, ”Hey… How are you, by the way?”
This.. was the limit for Dev, he looked up at her forcing a painful smile on his face , said, “ Me.? I am doing great.“ With this effort of his, a tear escaped his eye, rolling on his cheek, it fell on the floor & vanished into nothingness.
 ----------------The End----------------

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Ae Kaash..!!

Ae Kaash mai hwa ka jhoka ik hota..
To teri zulfo ki khushbu ko khud me sma k chalta..
Teri madhoshi me hosh bhula k chalta..
Teri saanso me ho kar rva mai chalta..
Ae kaash ....

Ae kaash mai tera khayaal ek hota..
Tere dil se tere Har kann kann me ja dhalta..
Tere Mann ki gehraaio me ja palta ...
Tere astitv ki parchhaaio me ja dhalta..
Ae kaash ....

Ae kaash mai Tera saaya jo hota..
Tujhse juda ho kar bhi tere sang sang chalta..
Tujh hi se hota shuru aur tujh hi me ja milta..
Teri rooh me basta aur teri muskan se khilta..
Ae kaash .....

Ae kaash mai ye hota..
Ae kaash mai vo hota..
Jo bhi hota , ae kaash tere sang hota..
Ae zindagi tab hi tujh me rang hota..
Khuda tu to hai hi mera..
Ae kaash mai bhi vo hota..
Jo tera hota..
Jo tera hota..

Ik Raat

Ye raat, Teri baat, Bikharne lage phir mere jazbaat...
Sitaaro me khoja phir aks tera,
Teri yaado se phir aaj, hui mulakaat...


Ye raat, Teri baat.. Ye raat, Teri baat....
 

Dard ki sayahi se tha seena bhara..
To Aaj Kaagaz pe utri fir dil ki baat...
Ye raat, Teri baat.. Ye raat, Teri baat....

Neend yu chhod gyi mujhe keh k bewafaa..
K sapno me bhi rehta tha dil tere hi saath...
Ye raat, Teri baat.. Ye raat, Teri baat....


Aaya nazar Har lamha jo tere sang guzra..
Hui aankho se ashko ki fir barsaat...
Ye raat, Teri baat.. Ye raat, Teri baat....

Shuru hua tha Abhi to noor dikhna tera..
K ho gya din, phir dhali ik raat...

Phir dhali ik raat, Bikhra k mere jazbaat..
Ye raat, Teri baat, Bikharne lage phir mere jazbaat...


Sunday, June 29, 2014

Bhula Chuka Hu Tujhe..

Han.. Bhula chuka hu tujhe.
Fir bhi sannaate me teri hi awaaz sunaai deti hai...
Tadap uthhta hu ab bhi jab bheed me bas jhalak ik teri hi dikhaai deti hai ...
Aaj bhi , tera naam liye , Har Ik saans jism me aati hai...
Bhool gya hu tujhe par.. Abhi bhi najaane tu kyu yaad aati hai..
Teri baato ki goonj se raunak aaj bhi chehre pe mere aati hai mere..
Bhool gya hu tujhe..
Par aaj bhi  Teri hasi hosh uda le jaati hai mere..
Tadapta nhi hu ab jb bhi saamne tu aati hai... Bhool chuka hu tujhe,
Par tere naam se ab bhi, saans tham si jaati hai..
Chirag khush hai ab tere bina hi ae zindagi..
Bhool chuka hu tujhe...
Par meri rooh ab bhi  tujhe hi bulaati hai..
Shikwa na tab thi na ab hai rab se,
Kyuki bhool chuka hu tujhe..
Par Har dua me yaad ab bhi tu hi aati hai..
Zinda tab bhi tha..  zinda ab bhi hu mai..
Bhool chuka hu tujhe..
Par zindagi ab bhi tujhi me nazar aati hai..
Par .. bhula to chuka hu mai tujhe..
Fir aakhir Kyu tu yaad aati hai.?

To Kya Baat Thi..!?

Zindagi ki kitaab ko kuchh gaur se padha to socha, 
Kuchh aur panno pe hota tera saath..
To kya baat thi..!

Meri kismat k pulindo pe mite labzo ko dekha to socha, 
K kaash pakki syaahi se likha hota tera naam ,
To kya baat thi..! 


Do pal me hi tabaah mera astitv kar gyi..
Kuchh pal aur ruk jaati... 
Toh kya baat thi..!


Meri khaamoshi , meri rooh .. meri yaad me to bas hi gyi,
Gar zindagi me bhi bas jaati, 
To kya baat thi..!


Mohabbat bimari beshak hui mujhe tere naam ki, 
Mareez tu bhi jo mere naam ki ho jaati, 
To kya baat thi...!

Woh baat Jo mere labo pe naa aa saki, 

Wo zehen tere me aa jaati.. 
To kya baat thi.. !


Ae zindagi tu hai kisi aur ki, 
Gar meri ho jaati.. 
To kya baat thi...! 

To kya baat thi.. To kya baat thi.!

Maine Waqt Badalte Dekha Hai

Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai,
Khushio ko rotey, ghamo ko hasta dekha hai..
Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai,

Kabhi kismat hui sartaj, to rank badshah ho gye,
To kabhi badnaseebiyo ko mukaddar tabaah karta dekha hai
Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai,

'Chirag' jalta hai roshan karne ko jaha'n,
To kuchh chiraago se ye Jahaa'n jalta hua dekha hai..
Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai,

Khudi ko dekha hai , maine Khuda hote hue,
Aur kabhi khudi ko aazmaate Khuda dekha hai..
Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai,

Logo ko dekha hai, kuchh gwa k sab paate hue,
Kisi ko sab gwa k bhi haara hua dekha hai..
Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai,

Kyu mayoos hai bande, Muskura zra tu,
Jeevan ko toone ,kabhi ruka hua dekha hai ?
Toone dekha hai raato ko suraj nigalte,
To maine andhero ko subah me simatt-ta hua dekha hai..
Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai,

Khushio ko rote, Aur ghamo ko hasta dekha hai..
Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai,
Maine waqt, badalta hua dekha hai..